Alternate life, pre-thought & reflection.

Do you realize you were in love once?
You saw those dreams,
Planned a life,
Said those things,
Sang those songs,
To someone else before?

You even went ahead and brought that person a home.
Comforted them.
Spoke for days and nights.
Traveled with them.
Slept with them.

Rightly put - that 'Beauty/sadness/irony about parallels is that they never meet....'

Guilt can take us to quite far off places.
Guilt has been proven to be both negative and positive.
Its made lives, and its destroyed them..
AND then again its made lives, AND destroyed them.

So, you switch between being a polished, perfect, jargon using, egoistic -yet- friendly - prick with a pseudo lifestyle.(Also assuming friendless)

And a funny! Witty, singing, laughing, light hearted loving! Submissive punjabi boy with non veg humor and very naive thinking.

I like them both. But how I pray for you, that some day you manage to bring both these people acquainted to one another and eventually marry them.

How I wish you start being happy again and remain so for the rest of your life.

I wish, life doesn't just remain a series of parallels for you and you manage to find that peace in one place alone.