Doped Betting Horse

I bet on the wrong horse., haha
And they called me a mad man to doubt her.
That prettier one, that didn't kick with every neigh.
Little did I know, I put my money into trouble.
Made plans to burst my own bubble.
Built my own trap for debt not double.
But if another horse is doped.
I can still for others leave hope
I will not let their money too fall
Unlike regularly enjoy those tiffs and brawls
To be at least a gambler today, if it be my last in some ways..
To be a honest one if a gambler at all.
For doped horses never win.
They just run a few good runs,
And mostly in their short span of lives,
Fall head first one fine sunny expected day
Salvaging at the mouth, pity a sight to watch..
On that race track on someone's big betting day.