Love, just hurts instead.

Found meaning in some one true
Some one to settle with in this new world
Leaving behind all that was untrue
Believing its your last love, and that its their too.

Don't look away now, this is the best part
Your time for happiness, your time to laugh.
Don't let my shine put you in a haze,
I might still be stuck in the same place
And when you'll look up into my eyes,
You might still see us in our parallel lives
Like reality were our dream, and I was your wife.

I believed he was out there waiting,
A little less than dating
Wanting to know me more
As we would walk along the sea shore.
But beliefs can be my own, a little unknown
I may dream of a life away,
But October might never mix with May.
No.

I woke up in a dream
And it passed me by it seems
We were merry we were alive
We were running on the edge of that knife.
Still un-surprised how it cut up my pride

And if you find me lying awake, not dreaming one day
It would be because I would be absorbing reality
That this world might be sane, and I have no right to hurt or pain
Loves been unreal and its happen only over and over again
Its cut me to my bones, and its been surreal.
And that I missed the point each time
Kept falling yet more deeply for each tune and rhyme.

I'll laugh out one day, when I remember those lines again,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Cause what no one really said, it hurts like the first time each time instead.

" No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?"